Tuesday, December 30, 2014

A Pretend Memory

Something you had that was stolen:         

Where is it!? I frantically rushed about my bedroom tossing objects in every direction; socks, books, videos, clothes, everything you could possibly imagine to be contained in a 16-year-old-girl’s room. It’s not here. Where could it be?? I sunk onto my bare mattress, disappointment washing over me. I had lost it. My most prized possession. How could I have lost it? The one thing… the one thing that means everything to me: my journal. It was beautifully handcrafted, bound in soft, Italian leather. My mother had given it to me a few days before she died. She told me, her voice quivering with tears not yet exposed, to write down every thought, every feeling, and that it would help me through the days ahead. She said I would have to be strong. She told me to never stop believing, never stop trying to be best person I could possibly be.

            That was five years ago. Memories of my mother had faded into near oblivion, yet my journal was the one thing that remembered her clearly. My journal held every feeling I had after she left me. It contained so many of my most precious memories of her. The fact that I had lost it would haunt me forever. I feel as if I have lost her forever… again. There was a sudden knock on my bedroom door. I arose from the bed and pulled it open to reveal my best friend, standing completely still and pale, staring at me with tears rolling down her face. “I’m so sorry, Abby.”

            “Sorry for…?” I replied, confused. She stared at me.

            “Surely, by now, you know what I’ve done.” She stated, staring at her feet. Realization washed over me. I stared at her, angrier than I had ever been in my life.

            “You took my journal.” The tears poured faster down her cheeks.

            “I’m so sorry, Abby. I was just so mad at you. Rebecca told me that she saw you chatting up John the other day after school. I felt so betrayed. I just wanted to find something to embarrass you… to pay you back… but then I began to read it and…”

            She held out my journal, my life, every memory of my mother. I snatched it out of her hands and slammed the door in her face.

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